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29 december 2003
What The...??
Teddy music: Silent Night
Haih...I don't know if the problem's with me or...*sighs*
It amazes me at times how weirdly I can behave in different circumstances. Why am I so complicated? Geesh.
With one bunch of friends, I can chat away like a chatterbox. With another group, I somehow don't feel very compelled to share very much. Why is that so? I mean, I like my different groups of friends pretty much the same - so how come I act differently around them? Like my dad said to me once, "You argue so badly with yourself that you make yourself confused."
Hmm...
I hate myself for not being able to act at least in a similar behaviour. I'm the kind of person that would like to be a true person, through and through. I like my life to be in black-and-white, to be very precise and clear-cut. No fuzzy edges for me, thank you! This is probably due to my natural characteristics as firstborn. Although, not ALL firstborn are like that, k? =)
Take for instance, with my old highschool friends, I can go totally ballistic and crazy and it wouldn't matter one cent to me (or them, I think). When around my collegemates, I can't seem to act half as mad. It's like I get these funny looks 'cuz maybe that kind of behaviour is out of the norm (for my behaviour at college). Maybe it's just me and my imagination. Can someone please point it out to me?
*teddy whimpers*
Teddied by redphayze at 29 december 2003 02:10
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